Woman

Today I rue the lack of veil infront of my maimed heart, after all a woman's blood should be bled in private.
Today I lay exposed in the chill and the empathetic feet trampled all over me, the melting wax from the candles burnt me and then sealed me inside.
When you wanted to know my name over and over again, the only thing I remembered is the spot somewhere above my head and it how it changed shape, it became an animal head and laughed at me, it became a child's face with red eyes, Somewhere down the line it drowned in a tsunami of black nausea

What were you looking for , child, when you turned my insides out..when you were playing with the blood from my womb?
Could you find what you came looking for, from the torn remains of my body, my soul?
I hope you did.
I hope this mad search for something you were never meant to possess, would end now.
I came to this world through you, I was meant to hold you in my arms, in my womb
Your own fear of me tried to trample me under giant wheels.

I am left with only pity under this vast star lit sky
In this world without shadows, i am left wondering what could have been.